I know this post is skipping way ahead of the timeline posted so far but I have to post when I find things or otherwise I might forget and this is not to be forgotten. I found this note from BMF randomly today when I had to open up an old Sony laptop that was last used in 2013. I have been keeping so busy lately with other things and this gave me a moment to pause and dwell on my deep forever love. I miss you baby! #57bmf4ever (I bought us a cabin in the woods…where I can dwell on you to the end of time.)
MC – 10/17/19
I found this on our shared one note from a long time ago. I'm sure I was busy trying to get finished working so we could get to our Friday (which we lived for) and he was patiently waiting for me. He left me this note and to do list:
HEY BABY… 7PM JUST SITTING HERE WHILE J ROTTEN BARKS….I LOVE U SO MUCH HONEY…SORRY I WAS LOW BEFORE…JUST A LOT OF CRAP IN MY HEAD THROUGH THE DAY…ITS GONE NOW AND ALL I GOT ON IT NOW IS YOU, THIS ASSHOLE DOG AND YOU. YOU MOSTLY. THE ASSHOLE DOG IS JUST A SIDE FART ON THE WALL. WHEN YOU GET DONE WORKING I HAVE A CHECK LIST FOR YOU. I HOPE YOU DON’T BURN OUT ON THE PUTER FROM TYPING LETTERS HONEY. I WANNA PLAY WITH MUSIC AND YOU IN HERE TONIGHT ….IF YOU WANT TO ANYWAY….ANYWAY 7:30 BACK FROM THE STORES..YOU ARE STILL DOING YOUR LETTER. JUST STARTED A FIRE. LOOKS A LITTLE WEEK BUT I’LL GIVE IT A MINUTE WHILE I TYPE THIS TO RED UP. I WAS LISTENING TO OUR MUSIC OUTSIDE…IT IS SUCH A GOOD RANDOM MIX OF ALL OUR STUFF. INSTEAD OF 300 DISCS AT A TIME RANDOM NOW IT IS ALL OUR DISCS AT ONCE WITH ONLY THE GOOD SONGS FROM EACH DISC LOADED IN. VERY COOL. I LOVE YOU HONEY. I REMEMBER THAT MY DAD ALWAYS USED TO ‘STIR’ THE COALS AROUND BEFORE THEY GOT REDDED UP SO MAYBE I’LL GO TRY THAT. 7:33 GOING TO STIR THE COALS 7:36 COALS HAVE A HINT OF RED..MAY GET LUCKY ON THIS FIRE YET. MUSIC STILL SOUNDS GREAT. I WANT YOU TO HEAR IT HONEY. I WANNA COMPUTE IN MUSIC. I WANNA LOVE YOU. I WANNA GET MARRIED FOR THE WEEKEND. I WANNA RUN MY TONGUE ALONG YOUR LIPS…BOTH OF THEM. I WANNA DRINK BOURBON AND PLAY IN THE ROCKS. 7:44 I BOUGHT A $10.99 GRILLING MAGAZINE WITH 323 DELICIOUS RECIPES INSIDE. AN IMPULSE PURCHASE I USUALLY WOULDN’T MAKE BUT I WAS BUZZED JUST ENOUGH TO DO IT. BUT IT DID TURN OUR $7.48 DINNER INTO A $17.48 DINNER. GOING TO PUT THE BURGERS ON NOW.
YOUR CHECKLIST FOR TONIGHT: GO SEE OUR WEBSITE. KISS ME TALK TO ME KISS ME DRINK DRINK LISTEN TO THE SONG PLAYING KISS ME TALK TO ME DRINK TELL ME ABOUT SOMETHING ON YOUR COMPUTER KISS ME DRINK LET ME SHOW YOU SOMETHING ABOUT THE MUSICA (ON YOUR COMPUTER) DRINK ANOTHER ONE KISS ME REQUEST SOME MUSIC…BAND OR ALBUM
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